Zomg!

Hiiiiiiiiii.

Haven't blogged in more than 2 weeks.

:O

it's already March why does time pass by so quickly?!

3 months since the year has started.

and why do i feel like i havent learnt a single thing in school.

this is depressing.

i think 2010 is the year where i become like really really really dumb and just fall into a hole of hopelessness (THATS WHAT MY DAD SAID sigh!)

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anyways i havent camwhored since foreverrrrrrrrrr.

forever means 3rd Feb, I checked my handphone.

So i took a picture last week or something :S

ta-daaa.

i need a face makeover.

someone send me to korea kthxbai.

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i love Nico :)

although she damn beeeesh lorh seriously.

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and i realise i'm starting to be more open and share things with my girl-friends.

super lolllll.

hm, my life has been so :) and :| lately.

:) cause there seems to be... stuff happening that isn't all that boring.

:| cause exams are next week.

fml omgsh.

bye bye number one,

my life sucks, meh.

IM SO EFFING LAZY i wish someone would threaten to cut my face if i dont study, then perhaps ill study.

dont be lazy dont be lazy dont be lazy.

cheer comp is in 4 months. OMG MUCH?!

k bye bye :)

Fireworks .

Hiiii. Okay, so today is the second day of CNY.

And I'm waiting for Nick and family to come over.

Along with his hahahaha cousin ;) from Johor.

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Anyways, we had that CNY reunion thing on the eve of CNY.

So, since Mama isn't around anymore, we can't possibly go to her house.

So, it was our first time at the restaurant for a reunion.

All I can say is...

CHAOTIC !

sooo jam packed.

and we only got our food at 9.45pm.

when it was supposed to be 8 pm.

and this wasn't some cacat restaurant okay.

oh oh and i saw talisa there as well :)

it was sooooo packed. and they had like reallyyyyy low shortage of staff.

till they took like 25 minutes just to CLEAR the table okay.

so i had to help clear the table, like stack up the dirty plates and cups and all.

8) im sucha helpful kiddo eyh.

oh and on that same day, which was Saturday.

I went for my first pedi!

okay that seemed rather jakun-ish :S

but yarrrrrrrrr.

i was so :D :D :D

it costs like freaking rm75.

sot wan.

okay zoomed in on the toe doesnt look nice. but when you look at it from eye level it's heaps pretty.

and it was so AHHH puhreetay until...

the door scraped it.

i hate myself.

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and two of the many things that made me hate valentine's day a lillllllllll bit lesser

:)

btw i got the biggest angpau in my LIFE yesterday from my aunt.

it's like so damn effing bigggg.

and when i reached home and opened it, i almost passed out :O

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oh mann, i really miss mama.

cny is just helluva different without her around.

SERIOUSLY.

appreciate your grandmamas people.

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kay today is second day of CNY so i'll be going to my aunt's place in DJ.

SAM IS NOT GONNA BE THERE CAUSE SHE'S IN SYDNEY :(

why'd you have to moveeeeeeeeee :(

mehhh, anyways. gonna gamble (oh crap this sounds so badddd. but but yeah :|) and eaaaat and drink loadsaaaaaa soft drinks.

and play with the lil kiddos.

gawd, i love cny.

STUPID ASSFACES.

I hate it when something really really bad happens to me and someone says:

- serves you right!

- dai sei la you!

- HA! good for you.

- you deserve it.

or show me a damn thumbs up (Y)

Better Together.

HIIIII !

i love blogging. like LOVE LOVE LOVE.

but i just don't know what to say.

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anyways, valentine's day is tomorrow.

as well as chinese new year.

i hate valentine's day.

unless you're really a closeeeeeeeeeeee closeeeeeeeeeeee friend of mine, then you'd probably know why i hate v-day that much.

haha one year ago, i remembered calling Fern and going like:

"I cannot take this anymore *cryyyyy weepsss sobssss. I freaking hate Valentine's urghhh"

hm.

yeahp.

but i HATE valentine's day with all my heart.

it's not because i always don't have a valentine. but it's just... MEH i dont wanna say it.

:)

oh oh, i love May Zhee, so i read her blog all the time.

and i saw this and im like

YEAHHHHHHHH! THATS THE WAY.

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I love Bangkok.

And I honestly kinda don't mind living there. haha.

:)

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this was at the driving range two weeks ago with the dooooods.

Drrick, Kweks, Wen hui, Vincent.

and..... yeah that's it right :S

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and friends that make my day.

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CNY is tomz which I am pretty darn excited about TEEHEE !

Eventhough Mama is not around with us this year which is definitely gonna be a very... different occasion.

I know she's always with me :) and I'd never stop loving her.

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I have to stop complaining I have no friends.

btw, Darren + Rachel have been making my days very splendid indeed :D

BYE !

I remember when I went for my first practice.

Something both the girls said;

"When you join, when you commit to this team;

you have NO social life for 6 months.

your only friends are the people you are going to see all the time.

you won't have time for anything else.

you'll be tired everyday.

you will only think of this everyday of your life.

you won't be able to go out as often.

you cannot commit to anything else."

To be honest, at first. All I could think of was..

YEAH RIGHT THEY'RE JUST SAYING IT.

But, it's so brutally true, and sometimes.

I don't know how I pull through it.

But, it really makes me feel like a superhuman.

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ANYWAYS.

There was this group on Facebook that I saw last night..

In Loving Memory of (insert name).

And it really really strikes me on how short life is.

Reallllllyyyyy short.

Like, the ceiling fan on top of me could just drop.

and boom, die.

I could just toss Joyce and she sits on my spine.

and boom, die. (OKAY CHOI! KIDDING).

I could just walk in the carpark and a drunken person speeds.

and, boom die.

Robert Pattinson could just suck my blood.

and, boom die.

I could be in a lift, and it falls.

and, boom die.

Heck, I could just accidentally fall in a drain, and cannot come out, and die of starvation.

You get my point.

So, you know what I feel like doing.

I feel like writing each and everyone of my friend a letter.

Be it the most insignificant friend I have, like the most quiet guy in my class.

Or my closest friends.

I feel like writing a letter, to every single one of them.

That means probably a thousand letters :S

But what if I die tomorrow. I want to leave a special something for everyone.

But then again, I'm so lazy to start writing a thousand letters.

I'm missing so many people.

And loads of em are online.

But I'm lazy to start a conversation.

What is wrong with me.

OKAY BYE!

Shake Shake Now Drop!

i think this girl is very amazing and kewl

8)

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ANYWAYS.

i'm super duper sorry for the ultimate lack of updates.

i've never been like this before.

i finally have time to type in this blogger box.

(pssst, cindydy give me time to reply sorry ahh!)

anyways, school has been so extremely taxing.

i love love love tuesdays cause i get to come home at 1.05 pm and it's pure bliss.

nothing has been going on as usual, it's just the same old routine as usual.

and and.

happy belated birthday theng yen.

stop pissing me off okay please and thankew.

pfffffft. we're not friends anymore.

happy belated birthday tan shin vern,

you are the one of the coolest peep i personally know and luv luv luv.

uh and happy belated birthday whoever else that slipped my mind teehee.

and i hope daryl is doing good in Perth :)

oh yaaa. happy birthday alex liew, gentatsuki, gaston teng tu chuan!

thanks for being great dudes 8)

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i've been feeling quite emo of late.

and my ipod isnt being much help SERIOUSLY.

cause i usually listen to my ipod while doing my homework.

and when i'm feeling super down, it plays songs that will like.. add salt to the wound kinda shiz.

crap im so emo but it is TRUE!

and im proud to say that im quite :/ over something that actually matters and not some stupid boy issue.

i think Joyce is secretly plotting to kill me.

sakit leher aku.

and recently prefects have gotten on my damn bloody nerves man.

i mean, they're seriously going overboard.

especially the probates, zomgsh!

dont try TOO hard to find fault in everyone else simply because you're too desperate to join the board.

and look good in your cv.

it's pretty darn obvious if you're really crying foul or just plain finding fault.

seriously. stop.it.geeeesh!

and currently, I'm missing loads of people :(

like loads and loads of people.

i wish i had the time to call all of em out for dinner/ice cream/pancakes/etc like i did back in form 4.

now it's like i don't have time for anything or anyone.

and it kinda sucks.

but at the same time, im making loadsa new friendships in schools.

especially with the form4s which is a pretty darn (Y) thing.

and my lovely bunch of cheermates as well.

:D

i see you guys more than i see my mummy/daddy.

okay i love all you readers.

(if there still is any :|)

and this is my 399th post. YAY.

keep reading okay.

love love love.